Yellow Brick Road...

here's to a clean slate, a new beginning
although it's not really
for time doesn't exist
the concept of days, months, years.. is imagined
therefore this is just one moment
slow motion
but I'll go with it...
so here I am in this New Year
trying to kick cigarettes
but I just can't help thinking
that there's plenty of time to not smoke.. when I'm dead
and this is the year of the Dragon
it's been 24 years since the Dragon graced my birth
this seems significant, everything is even numbers, I'm a little concerned
either this year I dry up, or I finally realise my worth
in April, my favourite name for a month, I am heading West
for weird scenes inside the goldmines
for gospel under evergreens
my time has come, to be a dharma bum
I'm going to find myself, you know, it's all spiritual stuff
I am not living to be owned
I'm gonna have my kicks for 6 months or so
I'm looking for something but I'm not sure what
I figured it'd come to me but my patience is wearing thin
even though I got plenty of it
let's hope that from the South East to the North West I find something
and get this rock a'rollin!

When you find your compassion, you gotta hold tight to keep it

Ah Inferno, Argh To Hell With It (reformation)...

to the furnace toil, tender faceless

Ah inferno, I must confess

your purpose is simple

yet your peon obsess!

whilst through your roof

death absconds

to jaunt upon thou midnight horse

the doctors of earthern nightmares!

O maggot brain insane

O marrow worm refrain

lusting for your bone

lusting for your pain!

gallop silent with elbows unfurled

pointing North a scorcerer sceptre

petrified snake from Africa

mountains groan and rivers converge

only slightly disturbed is the universe

releasing quaking steaming

secret sovereign silver battery

in the blood orange glow of the armory

all the slaves of abortion anvils

slaving steel for shields and swords

the scalpels of evil sugeons!

who do not sleep, who do not rest

like machine or gear or morlock

now comes the crimson fog

cursed snakes in eyes of midnight dogs

earthquake paws

claws as sharp as persian swords

reborn rabid damned and

large as lords roaming sore

old as dust and kingdom come

where earth gets hot they sleep no more!

Get On It!...

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Beleura Hill Dreams, Beleura Hill Blues...

I'm howlin at my memory ordinary in its ability but painful in its variety

I'm howlin at the blue door, the rusted iron above the back porch

Bellua Hill dreaming waking mice under the creaky floorboards

walking to the kitchen where canaries hatched everyday on the windowsill

I miss cicadas singing for their unborn babies

the instinctual rituals before the hollow carcass crunches under my bare foot

my all day telepathy with Sophie and her third story spiral perch

like some sort of birdcage of the coast

I think my first love was you and our white tile shadows

when windy in the bamboo, the sounds devoured monsters wanting my body

I miss the fernery, shrubbery, my summery secret forestry, where the shade kept my milk cold

how often a Craven A was craved in the bedroom by my day seat of surveillance

but the monks never came outside, the cypress helped them hide

attentions drawn to clawfoot dresser of pre-war thoughts

all my summers melted into one photo of my father in the sun

the ocean whispering through his hair shirtless

like the bust of a stone statue pulled from the ocean depths of Crete

ascending to some alter over my forehead

or to lecture from his lectern through a portal with special headphones

buried in the shed where daddy long legs lived, the cobwebs scared me

I only ever scraped the surface through pennies and flathead screws

next to the burgandy Merc with the cow I was used to

a cracked dartboard held together only by dust ready to explode after a thousand punctures

the tackle  the rusty hooks  the fishing books

which rod was Franks, which one was Daves? I wanted the uncle I never met

I never knew him back then, the phantom of Cape Otway chasing rain and waves

my East Coast Buddha of the sea!

my stoic kin wise in medley who doesn't wear a watch

since that night, since it stopped

my emeralds lived in this house

my welsh my dane my british blood passed through the halls

the breath of my reason absorbed by the walls

I still remember the blue door

entrance to the throat of my universe concentrated to human scale

For Spanish Stone...

Midday bells in the steeples of Spain
In my ear, in my braaaiiinnn!
Ding-a-ling-ding-a-fucken-ling
My church bells of Spain are innate!

Not Much, Just Some Integrity!...

Following, following, following.. just, following.

Are there no soul explorers left in this world?

You lowly wandering nobodies make your own decisions!

Your ignorance is unattractive, and your interests do not interest me, for they are just the interests of those that fake interests, because it seems interesting..  until something new comes along.

You fucking soulslaves of fashion. Get outta 'ere!